Sunday 16 February 2014

Avoiding Mental Scoffs.


On Friday afternoon, I was asked a very basic question: ‘What are the components of composite resin?’ Anyone who has never studied, or is not studying dentistry or oral health, would have no clue how to answer such a question. But if you have, you would understand that not knowing the answer to this question would be quite like not knowing how the water cycle works, what the first month of the year is, or the number of letters in the English alphabet. I searched my mind for the answer, as my clinical educator continued shuffling through her flashcards. Her mental scoff was far from subtle. I don’t blame her.
            Organic resin matrix. Inorganic filler particles. Initiators and accelerators. Inhibitors and stabilisers. Coupling agents. Pigment. Six very simple components that make up the material we often use to fill the cavities in your teeth. I knew the answer. Honestly, I did!
            What worries me the most, was how completely blank my mind was when I went to search for this answer at that moment in time. I’m sure at least half of the most intoxicated beings at the craziest party you’ve been to could easily burp out something about evaporation or clouds, tell you that the year usually starts off with January or something, and that 25 letters in the alphabet sounds about right (close enough). The answers we need are right there in our minds or at the very least, still hanging on by a thread. But how long does it take for that thread to break?
           The extensive capacities of our minds are so incredibly vast – an infinite organic matrix that begins as empty pockets. The ideas and concepts that we discover in school, in university and in general life, become the particles that fill these pockets; the two notions coupled by constant consideration and practice. The inspirations that we encounter along the way initiate more and more pockets to be filled, which become stabilised in our minds over time. Our inner consciousness and sense of existence grows, pigmented by our individual personalities and characteristics.
            The consequences of being complacent become more severe as time goes on and I’ve recently rediscovered a greater respect for time and our human capabilities. No matter where you are in life, I hope that you’ll be able to feel more optimistic about the incredible mind that you were born with. And to those of you who are about to begin or have just begun a new school year, I wish you all the very best with your hopes and goals. I've decided that now is a pretty good time for me to come back down to Earth. On that note, don’t be the delusional drunk who forgot how clouds are made.

Love,
Julie T.

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